Deployment...

Deployment is creeping up on us. I don't know how it's going to be for Owen and I. All I know is it's going to be hard to get through the 13 months that Stephen is away from us. He isn't going to be there to see Owen take his first steps and he will miss so much. I'm going to try and keep him involved as much as I can. (Good thing I have a handy video camera.) It still makes it very difficult. I know... life will go on and nobody will understand what I'm going through and they will tell me to suck it up. Which in a lot of ways I'm going to have to. But I'm not going to like it. It'll be SO worth it when he gets home though. Sorry had to let out some frustration. Tuesday is halfway over. Time should just slow down a little more.